1 00:00:37,416 --> 00:00:39,693 - Do you want the usual? - Yes, please. 2 00:01:20,299 --> 00:01:22,718 Um... Gin and tonic, please. 3 00:01:28,889 --> 00:01:31,307 You know, there's really something about this bar. 4 00:01:32,400 --> 00:01:34,437 Feels like it's stuck in time. 5 00:01:36,262 --> 00:01:37,430 I think... 6 00:01:37,977 --> 00:01:39,849 Some people really are just... 7 00:01:41,172 --> 00:01:42,321 looking for that. 8 00:01:45,538 --> 00:01:48,442 I don’t even know why I came back here. 9 00:01:50,610 --> 00:01:53,245 Well, no one's stopping you. 10 00:01:54,232 --> 00:01:55,870 Don’t come back if you don’t want to. 11 00:01:59,119 --> 00:02:00,161 But... 12 00:02:02,385 --> 00:02:04,305 I’m sure of one thing— 13 00:02:05,906 --> 00:02:07,019 you’ll come back. 14 00:06:01,152 --> 00:06:03,446 Girl, are you drowning in alcohol too... 15 00:06:03,780 --> 00:06:06,199 just to forget your messed-up life? 16 00:06:07,908 --> 00:06:08,992 Yep. 17 00:06:09,017 --> 00:06:10,602 What happened this time? 18 00:06:13,207 --> 00:06:15,773 Javi said I’m exhausting. 19 00:06:16,114 --> 00:06:18,408 Well, he's not wrong, right? 20 00:06:19,787 --> 00:06:21,776 Wow! Aren’t you supposed to be on my side? 21 00:06:22,423 --> 00:06:23,679 I’m your mirror, girl. 22 00:06:23,703 --> 00:06:25,271 If you don't like what you see— 23 00:06:25,297 --> 00:06:26,677 then break the mirror. 24 00:06:28,988 --> 00:06:32,648 Damn, you sound like you’re reading a movie one-liner. 25 00:06:32,934 --> 00:06:35,269 And you? You sound like a live DM. 26 00:06:38,022 --> 00:06:39,107 Tell me, 27 00:06:39,214 --> 00:06:40,841 don’t you think I’m worthy of real love? 28 00:06:41,126 --> 00:06:42,710 Not saying that— 29 00:06:42,735 --> 00:06:45,196 maybe you just don’t know how to change. 30 00:07:15,280 --> 00:07:16,281 You okay? 31 00:07:17,363 --> 00:07:18,447 What are you doing there? 32 00:07:19,313 --> 00:07:23,206 I’m okay. The smell of car smoke calms me. 33 00:07:23,297 --> 00:07:24,298 Seriously? 34 00:07:25,961 --> 00:07:27,004 Mind if I sit? 35 00:07:28,431 --> 00:07:29,431 Sure. 36 00:07:31,844 --> 00:07:32,928 I’m Raf, by the way. 37 00:07:33,526 --> 00:07:34,611 What’s your name? 38 00:07:35,567 --> 00:07:36,652 Lila. 39 00:07:37,116 --> 00:07:38,200 You with someone? 40 00:07:39,163 --> 00:07:40,959 No. I just don’t wanna go home. 41 00:07:41,296 --> 00:07:42,297 Same. 42 00:07:46,386 --> 00:07:47,428 You play in a band? 43 00:07:47,851 --> 00:07:48,894 Yup. 44 00:07:50,105 --> 00:07:51,189 Guitarist. 45 00:07:52,084 --> 00:07:53,544 Not the best, but... 46 00:07:54,044 --> 00:07:55,087 I play with feeling. 47 00:07:56,283 --> 00:07:57,326 Same with me... 48 00:07:57,855 --> 00:07:58,940 When it comes to sex... 49 00:07:59,770 --> 00:08:00,813 Not great, 50 00:08:01,488 --> 00:08:02,573 but with feeling. 51 00:08:05,026 --> 00:08:06,624 Ever tried just walking around? 52 00:08:07,356 --> 00:08:08,399 Like... 53 00:08:09,387 --> 00:08:10,471 in a rom-com? 54 00:08:11,920 --> 00:08:13,005 Sort of. 55 00:08:13,601 --> 00:08:16,729 Two strangers—no plans, 56 00:08:17,107 --> 00:08:18,301 just walk. 57 00:08:21,678 --> 00:08:22,763 I’m down. 58 00:08:25,398 --> 00:08:27,625 Do you believe in love at first sight? 59 00:08:30,134 --> 00:08:31,748 I don’t believe in love. 60 00:08:32,061 --> 00:08:33,422 Liar. 61 00:08:34,671 --> 00:08:35,940 What made you say that? 62 00:08:36,564 --> 00:08:38,284 It doesn’t seem believable. 63 00:08:38,891 --> 00:08:39,891 Really? 64 00:08:40,364 --> 00:08:41,364 Yes. 65 00:08:42,029 --> 00:08:43,179 So... 66 00:08:43,793 --> 00:08:44,793 bye? 67 00:08:48,457 --> 00:08:49,623 Can we still meet up? 68 00:08:50,139 --> 00:08:51,139 Maybe. 69 00:08:52,822 --> 00:08:54,000 Aren’t you gonna follow? 70 00:08:54,287 --> 00:08:55,407 Do you want me to follow you? 71 00:08:55,910 --> 00:08:58,079 The story won’t happen if you don’t go along. 72 00:09:24,295 --> 00:09:27,256 You seem like you’re in your own world, huh? 73 00:09:41,769 --> 00:09:44,313 I let my own ghosts stay here too. 74 00:09:49,363 --> 00:09:50,991 You know, sometimes— 75 00:09:52,783 --> 00:09:54,267 It’s like I want— 76 00:09:56,180 --> 00:09:58,077 to escape from my own body. 77 00:09:59,390 --> 00:10:02,985 Like, I want to be a different person just for a night. 78 00:10:08,061 --> 00:10:09,582 Maybe that’s why I’m here. 79 00:13:35,864 --> 00:13:37,231 Why are you still here? 80 00:13:37,810 --> 00:13:39,353 You didn’t exactly tell me to leave. 81 00:13:40,861 --> 00:13:43,572 Oh, by the way, I poked around your kitchen. 82 00:13:44,074 --> 00:13:45,159 Have some coffee. 83 00:13:46,222 --> 00:13:47,229 It’s hot. 84 00:13:57,878 --> 00:13:59,338 You’re not gonna ghost me? 85 00:14:00,381 --> 00:14:01,423 You know, 86 00:14:02,633 --> 00:14:05,177 I’m not the kind of person who just disappears. 87 00:14:05,845 --> 00:14:07,221 I’m more like cigarette smoke— 88 00:14:08,681 --> 00:14:10,015 I fade out slowly. 89 00:14:21,715 --> 00:14:22,758 You know, 90 00:14:23,696 --> 00:14:25,197 I have a sister. 91 00:14:25,906 --> 00:14:27,032 But... 92 00:14:28,993 --> 00:14:30,819 we don’t see each other anymore. 93 00:14:31,829 --> 00:14:34,558 Older, or younger? 94 00:14:35,771 --> 00:14:36,772 She’s older. 95 00:14:45,926 --> 00:14:47,595 When our mom died, 96 00:14:49,418 --> 00:14:51,382 we were supposed to run away. 97 00:14:52,141 --> 00:14:53,392 She didn’t wanna stay anymore. 98 00:14:54,149 --> 00:14:56,744 And I told her, neither did I. 99 00:14:58,060 --> 00:15:02,106 But in the end, she left, and I didn’t. 100 00:15:03,673 --> 00:15:04,757 She called me, 101 00:15:05,677 --> 00:15:06,719 maybe... 102 00:15:07,747 --> 00:15:08,832 just last year, 103 00:15:10,424 --> 00:15:11,800 but I didn’t answer. 104 00:15:15,790 --> 00:15:18,376 Sometimes I wonder— 105 00:15:20,262 --> 00:15:22,277 does she still talk about me to other people, 106 00:15:23,897 --> 00:15:26,191 or has she erased me from her story? 107 00:15:27,801 --> 00:15:29,345 Like maybe... 108 00:15:29,957 --> 00:15:32,129 there’s just a version of me she imagines. 109 00:15:36,326 --> 00:15:37,327 You miss her? 110 00:15:40,356 --> 00:15:42,441 I miss who I was back then. 111 00:16:01,877 --> 00:16:02,920 Sis? 112 00:16:45,035 --> 00:16:46,077 Hi, Ma. 113 00:16:47,805 --> 00:16:48,805 Oh! 114 00:16:49,004 --> 00:16:51,965 You smell like beer... and a woman! 115 00:16:52,970 --> 00:16:54,054 Where’ve you been? 116 00:16:54,885 --> 00:16:55,928 Nowhere special. 117 00:16:57,446 --> 00:16:59,323 When are you going to apply for a job? 118 00:17:02,735 --> 00:17:03,820 When I find the time. 119 00:17:20,414 --> 00:17:21,457 Long Island. 120 00:17:25,169 --> 00:17:26,378 You ghosted me. 121 00:17:28,687 --> 00:17:30,188 I don’t believe in ghosts. 122 00:17:32,150 --> 00:17:33,276 What happened to you? 123 00:17:34,053 --> 00:17:35,555 You look like you’re sick. 124 00:17:37,237 --> 00:17:38,280 Nothing. 125 00:17:38,733 --> 00:17:40,283 Just swallowed a knife. 126 00:17:41,232 --> 00:17:44,304 Have you ever said anything remotely sane in your life? 127 00:17:47,204 --> 00:17:49,311 I think... when I was eight. 128 00:17:54,976 --> 00:17:56,686 You’re gonna bang me again, aren’t you? 129 00:17:58,262 --> 00:17:59,703 Wow, you know me so well. 130 00:18:00,810 --> 00:18:02,346 Of course I do. 131 00:18:05,122 --> 00:18:06,164 You know, 132 00:18:07,296 --> 00:18:08,964 I feel like you’re gonna get bored of me— 133 00:18:10,126 --> 00:18:11,210 like I do. 134 00:18:12,091 --> 00:18:13,175 Probably. 135 00:18:21,416 --> 00:18:22,500 Shit! 136 00:18:22,726 --> 00:18:23,810 What? 137 00:18:23,936 --> 00:18:25,103 You see that girl behind me? 138 00:18:27,739 --> 00:18:29,574 Another one you tricked? 139 00:18:29,963 --> 00:18:31,630 Come on, I’ll hide you. 140 00:21:29,079 --> 00:21:30,455 I’m close! 141 00:21:41,466 --> 00:21:42,843 You’re so good. 142 00:21:48,276 --> 00:21:49,660 Thank you. 143 00:21:56,668 --> 00:21:58,859 Hot coffee latte, please. 144 00:22:13,843 --> 00:22:14,862 Thank you. 145 00:22:23,906 --> 00:22:24,949 Hey. 146 00:22:27,346 --> 00:22:29,664 You were at the laundromat the other day, right? 147 00:22:31,245 --> 00:22:33,512 Just because we did laundry on the same day, 148 00:22:33,854 --> 00:22:35,771 I’m supposed to talk to you now? 149 00:22:38,928 --> 00:22:40,013 Not really. 150 00:22:41,111 --> 00:22:42,112 But hey, 151 00:22:43,362 --> 00:22:44,946 at least we have something in common. 152 00:22:46,782 --> 00:22:48,575 We both like clean clothes. 153 00:22:49,493 --> 00:22:50,577 I’m Raf, by the way. 154 00:22:52,090 --> 00:22:53,106 Maya. 155 00:22:53,248 --> 00:22:55,042 Okay, I got to get back to work. 156 00:23:00,837 --> 00:23:03,173 - I was just gonna say something. - What—flirting? 157 00:23:03,913 --> 00:23:04,956 Whoa. 158 00:23:05,220 --> 00:23:06,305 You a psychic? 159 00:23:08,803 --> 00:23:10,222 This isn’t new to me. 160 00:23:11,732 --> 00:23:13,567 I know your type. 161 00:23:16,049 --> 00:23:17,133 So... 162 00:23:17,905 --> 00:23:19,741 - What’s the secret? - Huh? 163 00:23:21,015 --> 00:23:23,693 Secret to getting you to like me? 164 00:23:28,698 --> 00:23:30,492 And why would I tell you that? 165 00:23:30,905 --> 00:23:31,948 Because... 166 00:23:32,851 --> 00:23:33,935 I’m being honest? 167 00:23:35,455 --> 00:23:36,746 First time I’ve ever been. 168 00:23:38,583 --> 00:23:41,294 So your honesty’s a favor I should be grateful for? 169 00:23:42,045 --> 00:23:45,006 You know what, quit trying to impress me. 170 00:23:45,465 --> 00:23:46,842 It’s not gonna work. 171 00:23:47,759 --> 00:23:50,512 Next time, just say it straight. 172 00:23:50,723 --> 00:23:53,684 Like this: “I want to take you out on a date.” 173 00:24:00,188 --> 00:24:01,189 Okay, fine. 174 00:24:01,583 --> 00:24:04,753 Straight up. No bullshit, no pick-up lines. 175 00:24:05,993 --> 00:24:06,994 I want to take you out. 176 00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:09,322 Like, a real date. 177 00:24:10,397 --> 00:24:11,482 At an actual restaurant. 178 00:24:12,787 --> 00:24:14,872 I’ll even eat veggies if you’re vegetarian. 179 00:24:17,789 --> 00:24:20,876 You really think that if we have dinner, 180 00:24:21,644 --> 00:24:25,021 I’ll forget you’re just like all the other guys 181 00:24:25,046 --> 00:24:26,423 who just want to get laid? 182 00:24:28,175 --> 00:24:30,302 I don’t think so. 183 00:24:31,212 --> 00:24:34,891 It’s just dinner, that’s it. We eat. 184 00:24:35,307 --> 00:24:38,810 Maybe talk a little. That’s all. Let’s start from there. 185 00:24:42,355 --> 00:24:44,399 Thursday. 8 PM. 186 00:24:44,756 --> 00:24:46,401 Let’s do it here, to keep things easy. 187 00:24:47,083 --> 00:24:50,795 But if you’re even a minute late, I’m leaving. 188 00:24:52,324 --> 00:24:53,325 Okay. Got it. 189 00:25:17,929 --> 00:25:19,136 This is your idea of a first date? 190 00:25:20,176 --> 00:25:21,231 This isn’t a date. 191 00:25:22,334 --> 00:25:23,376 Okay... 192 00:25:24,238 --> 00:25:25,323 Kind of feels like one. 193 00:25:27,984 --> 00:25:29,736 You said you wanted to eat out, right? 194 00:25:29,929 --> 00:25:32,324 I said yes, doesn’t mean we signed a contract. 195 00:25:32,861 --> 00:25:34,154 Why are you wearing lipstick? 196 00:25:35,593 --> 00:25:38,555 I always wear lipstick. Even when I’m doing laundry. 197 00:25:39,245 --> 00:25:40,353 Are you always like this? 198 00:25:42,123 --> 00:25:43,833 Like what? Honest? 199 00:25:44,417 --> 00:25:45,418 Nonchalant. 200 00:25:46,686 --> 00:25:47,770 Yuck. 201 00:25:48,171 --> 00:25:50,590 First of all, I hate that word. 202 00:25:50,924 --> 00:25:53,510 Second, I’m not nonchalant. 203 00:25:54,159 --> 00:25:56,513 I’ve just had a lot of experiences like this. 204 00:25:57,329 --> 00:25:59,581 I’ve met a lot of your kind. 205 00:26:02,002 --> 00:26:03,503 But you’re here now. 206 00:26:05,185 --> 00:26:08,771 You know, I dated someone like you once. 207 00:26:09,414 --> 00:26:11,570 All charm, all swag, 208 00:26:12,059 --> 00:26:13,900 said he didn’t believe in love. 209 00:26:15,282 --> 00:26:16,534 Thought he was so cool. 210 00:26:17,659 --> 00:26:19,953 So, what did you say? 211 00:26:24,791 --> 00:26:28,587 I said, I hope one day you feel it, 212 00:26:29,045 --> 00:26:30,589 then get left behind. 213 00:26:31,169 --> 00:26:32,670 Is that what you’re doing now? 214 00:26:35,283 --> 00:26:36,409 This is enough. 215 00:26:41,084 --> 00:26:42,210 You know what, Raf? 216 00:26:42,730 --> 00:26:44,732 You’re not a bad guy. 217 00:26:45,515 --> 00:26:46,932 But you’re ignorant. 218 00:26:47,802 --> 00:26:51,834 People like you don’t realize how many hearts you’ve hurt. 219 00:26:54,282 --> 00:26:55,289 Maya! 220 00:26:56,156 --> 00:26:57,156 Maya, wait! 221 00:26:58,783 --> 00:26:59,826 Maya! 222 00:27:02,746 --> 00:27:03,830 Maya! 223 00:27:07,003 --> 00:27:08,088 Maya! 224 00:27:10,465 --> 00:27:11,675 Maya, wait, please! 225 00:27:16,863 --> 00:27:18,513 I know I probably seem like I’m just smooth-talking you. 226 00:27:20,406 --> 00:27:21,533 It’s what I do. 227 00:27:22,256 --> 00:27:26,343 Say some sad boy, or confident guy line— 228 00:27:27,913 --> 00:27:30,081 some made-up story just to 229 00:27:30,106 --> 00:27:31,775 get the girl to come home with me. But— 230 00:27:33,928 --> 00:27:35,054 But? 231 00:27:36,629 --> 00:27:37,630 But now— 232 00:27:39,146 --> 00:27:41,607 I don’t wanna talk just to sound cool, Maya. 233 00:27:42,900 --> 00:27:44,151 I wanna be real. 234 00:27:45,664 --> 00:27:47,040 Yeah, I’m a coward. 235 00:27:48,413 --> 00:27:49,581 Scared of rejection. 236 00:27:51,456 --> 00:27:52,582 Scared of commitment. 237 00:27:53,605 --> 00:27:54,981 Scared that maybe... 238 00:27:56,629 --> 00:27:58,283 I’m actually just a worthless guy. 239 00:27:59,451 --> 00:28:00,535 So... 240 00:28:01,224 --> 00:28:02,684 I stuck to hook-ups. 241 00:28:03,916 --> 00:28:05,000 Kept it casual. 242 00:28:06,147 --> 00:28:07,315 No attachments— 243 00:28:08,268 --> 00:28:09,561 so it wouldn’t hurt. 244 00:28:10,789 --> 00:28:11,790 No fights. 245 00:28:13,081 --> 00:28:14,248 Nothing to lose. 246 00:28:16,252 --> 00:28:17,378 But now... 247 00:28:21,826 --> 00:28:23,036 I want to try. 248 00:28:26,006 --> 00:28:27,674 I want to try, even if I fail. 249 00:28:31,547 --> 00:28:32,631 Raf, 250 00:28:33,671 --> 00:28:37,049 if you just want to have sex, just say it. 251 00:28:37,420 --> 00:28:39,005 No need to sugarcoat it. 252 00:28:40,055 --> 00:28:41,806 I’m not hard to talk to. 253 00:28:42,439 --> 00:28:44,983 Especially if I like the person. 254 00:28:45,683 --> 00:28:47,351 Or if I’m into them. 255 00:32:15,099 --> 00:32:16,142 So… what now? 256 00:32:17,185 --> 00:32:18,645 What do you mean, “what now”? 257 00:32:20,271 --> 00:32:21,272 I mean— 258 00:32:22,398 --> 00:32:24,192 Us. What are we now? 259 00:32:25,193 --> 00:32:27,153 We don’t have to put a label right away. 260 00:32:27,654 --> 00:32:30,281 But if that’s what you want... 261 00:32:31,741 --> 00:32:32,784 Raf. 262 00:32:35,338 --> 00:32:36,506 There is no “us.” 263 00:32:37,460 --> 00:32:38,545 Huh? 264 00:32:39,721 --> 00:32:42,182 But… I thought... 265 00:32:45,244 --> 00:32:46,529 It was fun, right? 266 00:32:47,168 --> 00:32:49,879 I felt that, too. But... 267 00:32:50,269 --> 00:32:51,353 there’s no “us.” 268 00:32:52,160 --> 00:32:53,245 Okay? 269 00:32:55,113 --> 00:32:57,824 Wait. I don’t get it. I don’t get it. 270 00:33:01,487 --> 00:33:02,512 That’s fine. 271 00:33:02,785 --> 00:33:04,413 You don’t have to understand. 272 00:33:10,385 --> 00:33:11,595 You’re not used to this, huh? 273 00:33:12,745 --> 00:33:13,830 To what? 274 00:33:16,035 --> 00:33:18,621 A woman who’s not buying what you’re selling. 275 00:33:19,932 --> 00:33:21,058 Unfair. 276 00:33:22,157 --> 00:33:23,283 Unfair? 277 00:33:25,229 --> 00:33:29,973 Raf, your whole life, you’ve treated people like checkpoints. 278 00:33:30,989 --> 00:33:34,742 Collecting experiences instead of looking for something real. 279 00:33:35,535 --> 00:33:37,932 And now that you’re finally feeling something— 280 00:33:38,058 --> 00:33:40,731 you think it has to mean something right away? 281 00:33:43,710 --> 00:33:44,901 I just thought… 282 00:33:45,334 --> 00:33:46,362 But... 283 00:33:47,389 --> 00:33:48,515 things are different now. 284 00:33:50,914 --> 00:33:53,541 Maya, I’m tired of pretending. 285 00:33:55,092 --> 00:33:56,131 I’m tired. 286 00:33:57,850 --> 00:33:59,268 I don’t want to be 287 00:34:00,221 --> 00:34:01,987 the guy you think I am anymore. 288 00:34:04,346 --> 00:34:05,431 Raf... 289 00:34:06,345 --> 00:34:09,306 Maybe you can be different, just not this time. 290 00:34:09,894 --> 00:34:10,936 Not with me. 291 00:34:11,187 --> 00:34:14,679 Not when you’re just chasing what you think feels real. 292 00:34:22,481 --> 00:34:25,818 Maybe we were meant to be… 293 00:34:27,000 --> 00:34:29,253 Meant to cross paths… 294 00:34:29,647 --> 00:34:31,273 but that’s it. 295 00:34:32,237 --> 00:34:34,823 We’re not meant to walk the same road together. 296 00:34:52,780 --> 00:34:53,906 Hi, Ma. 297 00:34:54,401 --> 00:34:57,088 Wow! You’re up early, huh? 298 00:34:57,120 --> 00:34:58,124 Of course. 299 00:34:59,055 --> 00:35:02,600 I was thinking I’d help you cook, but turns out you’re already eating. 300 00:35:03,323 --> 00:35:05,536 Come on, eat. Grab yourself a plate. 301 00:35:05,588 --> 00:35:06,588 Okay. 302 00:35:11,520 --> 00:35:12,980 I missed your cooking, Ma. 303 00:35:13,901 --> 00:35:15,486 Go ahead, eat up. 304 00:35:19,927 --> 00:35:21,012 You okay? 305 00:35:24,631 --> 00:35:26,008 Honestly, Ma... 306 00:35:27,488 --> 00:35:28,489 I don’t know. 307 00:35:29,623 --> 00:35:31,167 But maybe that’s a good sign. 308 00:35:32,773 --> 00:35:33,816 Oh, by the way, Ma! 309 00:35:34,224 --> 00:35:36,143 I’m applying for a job tomorrow. 310 00:35:36,843 --> 00:35:38,803 - Wow. - Like a real job. I promise. 311 00:35:39,077 --> 00:35:40,412 Not just drinking. 312 00:35:42,223 --> 00:35:43,766 I just realized, Ma... 313 00:35:44,709 --> 00:35:46,294 I don’t want to be the old me anymore. 314 00:35:48,771 --> 00:35:50,273 I want you to be proud of me. 315 00:35:53,401 --> 00:35:56,195 Son, just learn how to cook first. 316 00:35:56,298 --> 00:35:59,449 Even just that... I’d already be so proud of you. 317 00:35:59,590 --> 00:36:00,674 Alright, alright. 318 00:36:01,298 --> 00:36:03,092 - Yes, Mom. - Eat up! 319 00:36:36,808 --> 00:36:37,892 Hi. 320 00:36:38,699 --> 00:36:41,214 Sorry, just noticed something... 321 00:36:42,158 --> 00:36:43,826 You were here the other day, right? 322 00:36:45,302 --> 00:36:46,387 Yeah. 323 00:36:47,061 --> 00:36:50,022 You were sitting near the window, right? 324 00:36:50,911 --> 00:36:53,080 You were drawing something on a tissue. 325 00:36:54,837 --> 00:36:57,506 - I was just bored. - You looked super focused. 326 00:36:59,508 --> 00:37:01,802 Didn’t think anyone would notice. 327 00:37:03,138 --> 00:37:05,599 I notice a lot of things. Sorry. 328 00:37:12,730 --> 00:37:13,856 Like what? 329 00:37:15,133 --> 00:37:20,106 Like people who stare out the window for too long... 330 00:37:21,604 --> 00:37:26,269 Or those who leave without finishing their food. 331 00:37:29,205 --> 00:37:33,689 Is it your thing to watch what strangers do? 332 00:37:34,669 --> 00:37:39,003 Not everyone. Just the ones who look like they’ve got secrets. 333 00:37:41,004 --> 00:37:43,302 - I’m Maya, by the way. - Ella. 334 00:37:44,053 --> 00:37:45,137 Ella. 335 00:37:45,972 --> 00:37:47,056 Got time? 336 00:37:47,932 --> 00:37:50,351 - Another round of coffee? - Sure. 337 00:37:53,683 --> 00:37:55,911 My drink was too sweet. 338 00:37:56,315 --> 00:37:57,400 I prefer bitter. 339 00:37:57,900 --> 00:37:59,485 Perfect, I’m bitter. 340 00:38:01,153 --> 00:38:02,238 Nice... 341 00:38:07,243 --> 00:38:08,869 So, is it better? 342 00:38:09,638 --> 00:38:10,681 Way better. 343 00:38:11,706 --> 00:38:14,125 I don’t really trust people 344 00:38:14,834 --> 00:38:16,502 who drink sweet coffee. 345 00:38:17,878 --> 00:38:20,840 Well, I guess don’t trust me then. 346 00:38:23,718 --> 00:38:25,970 So, what do you do? 347 00:38:27,471 --> 00:38:28,514 Photographer. 348 00:38:29,515 --> 00:38:30,933 Sometimes freelance. 349 00:38:32,018 --> 00:38:35,187 - Sometimes, weddings. - Wow. Romantic. 350 00:38:36,272 --> 00:38:38,274 Not really. Promise. 351 00:38:38,899 --> 00:38:42,236 But at least I feel like my life has some purpose. 352 00:38:43,112 --> 00:38:44,196 What about you? 353 00:38:44,864 --> 00:38:47,033 I archive old stuff. 354 00:38:47,783 --> 00:38:49,674 Photos, videos... 355 00:38:50,005 --> 00:38:51,849 - I do restorations too. - Hm... 356 00:38:52,330 --> 00:38:54,332 - Interesting. - Yeah. 357 00:38:55,333 --> 00:38:59,545 But sometimes it’s kind of sad... 358 00:38:59,948 --> 00:39:03,614 You know, like you’re looking through 359 00:39:03,734 --> 00:39:05,541 memories that aren’t even yours. 360 00:39:06,452 --> 00:39:08,637 But still... you look anyway. 361 00:39:10,711 --> 00:39:12,087 Well... 362 00:39:14,053 --> 00:39:15,138 We all look. 363 00:39:17,730 --> 00:39:19,065 So, Ella— 364 00:39:19,713 --> 00:39:22,674 is it your thing to chat up strangers? 365 00:39:23,787 --> 00:39:24,788 No. 366 00:39:25,511 --> 00:39:26,554 Just you. 367 00:39:38,878 --> 00:39:41,220 I’ve got a quick Zoom meeting. 368 00:39:42,820 --> 00:39:43,904 Go ahead. 369 00:39:44,738 --> 00:39:47,941 I need to go back to my apartment, my laptop’s there. 370 00:39:49,856 --> 00:39:51,937 It’ll just take about 15 minutes. 371 00:39:52,732 --> 00:39:53,816 Want to come? 372 00:39:57,347 --> 00:39:58,931 Okay, sure. 373 00:39:59,310 --> 00:40:00,395 Nice. 374 00:40:01,713 --> 00:40:03,173 Wait, let me just grab my stuff. 375 00:40:17,790 --> 00:40:19,458 The client wouldn’t stop talking. 376 00:40:20,793 --> 00:40:23,129 Aren’t all clients like that? 377 00:40:24,964 --> 00:40:26,215 Sorry about that. 378 00:40:28,288 --> 00:40:29,831 Took a little longer than I thought. 379 00:40:31,137 --> 00:40:32,179 It’s fine. 380 00:40:35,349 --> 00:40:36,809 You could’ve gone home... 381 00:40:37,726 --> 00:40:39,145 but you stayed. 382 00:40:40,146 --> 00:40:41,313 Thanks. 383 00:40:42,773 --> 00:40:46,152 It's our first time meeting, and I already brought you home. 384 00:40:47,528 --> 00:40:50,489 You probably think I’m up to something. 385 00:40:52,491 --> 00:40:53,534 Why? 386 00:40:54,326 --> 00:40:55,327 Don’t you? 387 00:40:57,455 --> 00:40:58,539 Why... 388 00:40:59,160 --> 00:41:02,121 is it okay if I do? 389 00:41:06,046 --> 00:41:07,173 Depends. 390 00:41:07,802 --> 00:41:09,053 Depends on what? 391 00:41:14,405 --> 00:41:15,864 You’re intense. 392 00:41:19,146 --> 00:41:21,107 I don’t usually do this. 393 00:41:24,268 --> 00:41:25,519 Good. 394 00:41:26,901 --> 00:41:28,360 I’m not into “usual.” 395 00:41:31,071 --> 00:41:32,531 What do you want, Ella? 396 00:41:33,991 --> 00:41:35,451 I want to know... 397 00:41:36,660 --> 00:41:38,037 what you taste like. 398 00:45:52,032 --> 00:45:54,352 Hi Ella, it's Maya. 399 00:45:54,377 --> 00:45:58,303 I felt a connection last time. What about you? 400 00:45:58,328 --> 00:46:01,546 Can we meet again soon? 401 00:46:19,485 --> 00:46:21,028 Cheers! 402 00:46:21,554 --> 00:46:23,926 - We’ll be right over there. - Alright. 403 00:46:32,013 --> 00:46:34,907 Do you know the WiFi password? 404 00:46:36,010 --> 00:46:38,722 Are you really asking, or are you flirting? 405 00:46:40,143 --> 00:46:41,144 Both? 406 00:46:42,943 --> 00:46:45,158 You’re really used the WiFi as a move... 407 00:46:54,870 --> 00:46:55,912 You okay? 408 00:46:57,189 --> 00:46:58,315 Do you know that guy? 409 00:46:58,605 --> 00:46:59,648 Who? 410 00:46:59,788 --> 00:47:02,104 - The guy at the counter. - Oh. 411 00:47:02,690 --> 00:47:05,359 He looks like he’s every girl’s ex. 412 00:47:08,045 --> 00:47:11,132 - So he’s a player, huh? - Exactly. What a waste. 413 00:47:26,677 --> 00:47:27,928 Can I bum one? 414 00:47:44,111 --> 00:47:46,113 Actually... I don’t smoke. 415 00:47:47,146 --> 00:47:48,564 So why’d you ask? 416 00:47:49,324 --> 00:47:50,409 I don’t know. 417 00:47:51,118 --> 00:47:52,578 Saw you at the bar earlier... 418 00:47:53,078 --> 00:47:55,289 Is this how serial killers flirt? 419 00:48:01,086 --> 00:48:02,588 Do I look like a serial killer? 420 00:48:04,131 --> 00:48:05,173 Just kidding. 421 00:48:07,509 --> 00:48:09,011 - What’s your name? - Ella. 422 00:48:09,669 --> 00:48:10,670 Javi. 423 00:48:10,924 --> 00:48:14,469 So, Javi, what are you doing out here being all mysterious? 424 00:48:15,860 --> 00:48:17,487 What about you? Why are you here? 425 00:48:18,676 --> 00:48:20,010 Hunting girls. 426 00:48:20,981 --> 00:48:23,734 But you ruined it. I hate you! 427 00:48:28,490 --> 00:48:29,616 This is my first time. 428 00:48:30,727 --> 00:48:33,104 - Smoking? - Hitting on a guy. 429 00:48:34,363 --> 00:48:37,157 My whole life, I’ve only been with girls. 430 00:48:38,248 --> 00:48:41,001 But I started thinking, maybe that’s not really me. 431 00:48:41,583 --> 00:48:44,169 There’s just something about guys I don’t vibe with. 432 00:48:45,005 --> 00:48:47,341 They’re kind of loud. 433 00:48:47,716 --> 00:48:48,800 Chaotic. 434 00:48:50,268 --> 00:48:52,960 What happened? You seem so open now. 435 00:48:53,096 --> 00:48:54,222 Hmm... 436 00:48:54,502 --> 00:48:58,089 If I’m gonna try this, I want it to be real. 437 00:48:58,470 --> 00:49:01,432 Not just because someone dared me, or it’s on a bucket list. 438 00:49:26,046 --> 00:49:27,297 Are you nervous? 439 00:49:28,757 --> 00:49:30,092 Should I be? 440 00:49:30,592 --> 00:49:31,635 I don’t know. 441 00:49:32,678 --> 00:49:34,805 Me? A little. 442 00:49:37,261 --> 00:49:39,179 I’ve slept with lots of girls, 443 00:49:39,977 --> 00:49:42,396 but with a guy, I don’t know... 444 00:49:43,438 --> 00:49:44,690 The feeling’s different. 445 00:49:46,723 --> 00:49:47,974 The energy’s different. 446 00:49:49,194 --> 00:49:52,656 Feels like I have to give something up. 447 00:49:54,324 --> 00:49:57,202 But with you, it doesn’t feel like that. 448 00:49:59,039 --> 00:50:00,082 I don’t know. 449 00:50:00,803 --> 00:50:01,929 I can’t explain it. 450 00:50:04,251 --> 00:50:06,336 You don’t seem like the type to take advantage. 451 00:50:07,169 --> 00:50:10,422 Like you’re actually willing to meet halfway. 452 00:50:10,996 --> 00:50:11,996 Geez... 453 00:50:12,551 --> 00:50:14,428 You know, I’m not really in a rush. 454 00:50:15,637 --> 00:50:17,764 We can just talk for now. 455 00:50:19,652 --> 00:50:21,195 I don’t really wanna just talk. 456 00:53:31,208 --> 00:53:32,292 So... 457 00:53:33,002 --> 00:53:35,713 - It happened? - Yup, it did. 458 00:53:37,040 --> 00:53:38,125 You okay? 459 00:53:39,792 --> 00:53:41,949 I enjoyed it, but... 460 00:53:41,974 --> 00:53:43,007 But? 461 00:53:43,032 --> 00:53:44,617 This really isn’t for me. 462 00:53:45,307 --> 00:53:46,937 You mean being with a guy, or being with me? 463 00:53:47,615 --> 00:53:48,658 Both. 464 00:53:49,046 --> 00:53:50,735 This really isn’t for me. 465 00:53:51,061 --> 00:53:52,103 So... now what? 466 00:53:54,147 --> 00:53:55,190 You want coffee? 467 00:53:56,124 --> 00:53:57,208 Sure. 468 00:55:26,114 --> 00:55:27,198 It hurts! 469 00:55:28,283 --> 00:55:29,326 It hurts! 470 00:59:01,788 --> 00:59:03,206 You’re probably... 471 00:59:04,165 --> 00:59:06,918 going to be pissed at me again for all the shit I’ve done. 472 00:59:17,061 --> 00:59:18,145 Especially since... 473 00:59:19,138 --> 00:59:20,682 I still think about you all the time. 474 00:59:21,307 --> 00:59:22,850 Especially when I’m smoking. 475 01:00:34,981 --> 01:00:36,065 Lila! 476 01:00:36,322 --> 01:00:37,642 - Javi? - What are you doing here? 477 01:00:37,992 --> 01:00:39,577 - What are you-- - What are you doing here? 478 01:00:41,206 --> 01:00:44,296 I hang out here whenever I go out. 479 01:00:45,350 --> 01:00:46,434 What about you? 480 01:00:46,590 --> 01:00:48,217 Ah... nothing. 481 01:00:48,941 --> 01:00:50,275 Just needed to think. 482 01:00:52,342 --> 01:00:53,375 So, what's up? 483 01:00:54,609 --> 01:00:57,570 Lila, I’m sorry. For everything. 484 01:00:59,364 --> 01:01:00,823 How long’s it been? 485 01:01:01,897 --> 01:01:02,940 Since what? 486 01:01:03,546 --> 01:01:04,630 Since she was gone. 487 01:01:06,476 --> 01:01:07,518 It’s been a year. 488 01:01:09,181 --> 01:01:10,600 You’re still waiting? 489 01:01:15,463 --> 01:01:17,840 Some people never come back, Javi. 490 01:01:18,600 --> 01:01:19,976 Even the ones who are still alive. 491 01:01:24,555 --> 01:01:27,183 Don’t you go disappearing too, okay? 492 01:01:36,332 --> 01:01:37,673 You ever feel like... 493 01:01:38,173 --> 01:01:41,288 you were born into the wrong life? 494 01:01:41,735 --> 01:01:42,777 All the time. 495 01:01:43,304 --> 01:01:45,348 Like... 496 01:01:46,849 --> 01:01:49,572 you took a wrong turn somewhere, and now you can’t go back. 497 01:01:51,958 --> 01:01:56,379 And it’s like everyone else knows what they’re doing, right? 498 01:01:57,797 --> 01:02:00,883 Like they’ve all read some guidelines we missed. 499 01:02:01,852 --> 01:02:04,396 Or maybe they’re just better at pretending. 500 01:02:07,412 --> 01:02:10,841 I remember you used to be the life of the party. 501 01:02:11,352 --> 01:02:12,687 What happened? 502 01:02:13,399 --> 01:02:14,442 Got tired? 503 01:02:16,190 --> 01:02:17,724 Are you okay now? 504 01:02:20,292 --> 01:02:21,293 Sometimes. 505 01:02:21,721 --> 01:02:24,446 But at least it’s not all the time. 506 01:02:25,451 --> 01:02:26,536 At least. 507 01:02:27,326 --> 01:02:28,369 At least. 508 01:02:29,248 --> 01:02:32,210 I don’t know where I’m going. 509 01:02:34,405 --> 01:02:37,991 Same. But I guess that’s okay too. 510 01:05:58,528 --> 01:06:00,280 You seem different. 511 01:06:01,082 --> 01:06:02,124 So do you. 512 01:06:03,181 --> 01:06:05,725 You think we can still fix this? 513 01:06:07,052 --> 01:06:08,136 I hope so. 514 01:06:08,965 --> 01:06:11,384 But I want to try. 515 01:07:15,823 --> 01:07:16,991 What are you doing? 516 01:07:20,899 --> 01:07:22,150 Same old stuff. 517 01:07:22,741 --> 01:07:23,826 You know... 518 01:07:24,957 --> 01:07:27,530 sometimes “happy endings” are overrated. 519 01:07:31,988 --> 01:07:35,449 Sometimes, going back to the beginning isn’t so bad. 520 01:07:40,222 --> 01:07:41,807 There’s just something about this bar.